Sunday, July 31, 2011

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Where Nobody Can Hear You Scream

I have yet again ran into an obstacle. Never in my working history have I had any problems with my paychecks. My job is shorting hours.
We are dealing with technology. It is not perfect because it is made by humans. But, NO, the payroll system is PERFECT!! Fuckers. They always say, "We overpaid you, our system recognizes when there is an error." We are right, you are wrong. I have been shorted hours. I am taking screen shots and sending it to the department of labor. Now, let's see what excuse they come up with.
I am searching for new employment while I still can. Ultimately, I will have to rent out another room. No jobs pay more than $10.50 per hour. Thank-you DirecTV for screwing up my life. I hope the millions of customers you have finally realize that you are high maintenance and find that programming online is better.
I am stuck on my project for school. My final project is to find a communication barrier and solve it. Gee, I have a large supply of people I do not communicate with. I thought my communication barrier with mother would be a good idea. Many mothers and daughters have a communication barrier. I think it would be a difficult assignment. I do not visit much. I think the last time I saw mom, I was showing poor communication skills. One barrier so far is technology.
It could be who I know has a communication barrier. I spoke too much about my father. Men communicate differently than women, men communicate differently than women.
I think my problem is that I speak about other people. I have not really focused on myself and how to overcome my own barrier. I am shy and do not communicate because of negative experience. I use technology to express myself. I do not think that I would be able to do a final assignment about a communication barrier I have with myself. Can I?
I spent time with mom for my birthday. We saw the latest Harry Potter, it was bad ass. We went to an excellent Thai restaurant. On my birthday, I worked. I came to work to find confetti, balloons, and a cupcake. Then, I spent the rest of the day alone. Dad called, he didn't say happy birthday. He just called to let me know when he was coming over. Sheesh. We had a pretty good BBQ. I had to buy a new one because some asshole broke the other one.
I feel alone. I gave up on POF, my current boyfriend already has a woman in his life. All I want to be is negative. Monster person who is not a good friend is pregnant. All I want to do is wish her ill.
I wish I had time and money to get out of the house. I would take the dogs for a walk but I do not feel like breaking up a dog fight. I'm too far away from people.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Getting Closer



Unfortunately, I have to be working.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Harassment

The neighbors across the street are breeding like rabbits. They have all of these boys jumping everywhere. They go on my yard to break things.
Last week I told them to get off my yard. They were tearing up my cherry tree. I have come home to a shattered ash tray on my side walk. The day before yesterday, I was watering my yard.
The boy next door told me that the kids were in my yard banging my welcome sign on my mail box. I put on my shoes and walk across the street. I knock on the door and this trashy, pregnant woman answers.
"The boys here, they need to stay off my yard. It is bad enough I have to clean up after all of these cats and clean up the mess my ex left, I have to clean up after your boys. If they do not stay off my yard I will call the cops." I told her.
She gets huffy and puffy, "You could have asked me politely. You do not have to be threatening me."
"Your boys were slamming my sign on my mail box today.
Snotty bitch, "Whatever, they have been at the lake all day today." She slams the door.
Really?? I own my house, they rent theirs. I have every right to tell the cunt to keep her boys off my yard. They have no right to be on my yard making a mess out of it. If they need to grab a lost ball, I am fine if they get it. I am not fine if they want to come and ruin my house. She wants to keep popping kids out and not take care of them? They are playing on every body's yard!
I have a no trespassing sign in my front yard. I call the cops about the inbreeds playing in my yard. They say that I have to have a cop talk to them in order to press charges on them in the future. Fine, I want that. I have a cop come over. I tell them of the hardship these people (animals) are causing. The cop went over to talk to them.
I was working on class last night. I hear something get shattered. The dogs go crazy. I run outside and looked around the yard. I do not see anyone. I go to the car and it looks fine. I go back in and turn on the porch light.
I go outside this morning to move my sprinkler. There is glass all over my steps. Someone had broke my light. Again, I have to waste my time calling the cops. This time, I am also asking people for the phone number for the owner of the house.
The cop cannot do anything because nobody witnessed anything. At least I will have a cop talking to them to make them aware that I am serious. As soon as I have the homeowners number, I will call him about the trash in his house. Hopefully, I can get them evicted.
It reminds me of when I was living in Monte Vista. There was a fat bitch with a ton of children. I was just walking down the road and she starts yelling at me, "What did you call me?!" People call other neighbors for no reason in a trailer court. If one mother is calling another just to have a strangers baby smacked around, I would call it third party child abuse.