Father's Day

I have had a slightly entertaining weekend. I went to my first roller derby. It was awesome. I saw a girl cry after she nearly broke her nose.
I have been trying to visit dad. This is an impossible mission because it is hard to contact him. It does not matter if he has a cell phone with him.
I sat an chit chatted for a little bit. Justin called and he spoke to him for a little while. He told dad about a girl I knew a long time ago died about a year ago. I used to run around Kuna until the wee hours of the morning with her.
I tried to find some barrier, there is always some kind of barrier when I am speaking to dad. I noticed that some of the communication is impersonal and not interpersonal. I have been reading that men focus on one part of a conversation while women focus on a different part.
Oh yes, my communication class finally began. It never really did because the classes and most of the website vanished from Sunday until Wednesday. Then my assignment section was not up and running until Friday. Everything is finally back to normal again. I think it all went down because University of Phoenix turned their website into some social network.
I have been busy with that and trying to visit people. I went to see Autumn at Quinns. I found a new place in Boise that I enjoy. I have never been to Quinns, that place is pretty cool.
I am still putting my home back together again. I pulled the weeds along the side of the house and my garbage cans are full. I started to shovel dirt back into the hole. There was a huge pile of dirt next to the house. Next, is the pile of dirt and weeds in the back yard.
For now, I am going to relax. It is going to be a long and busy day.

Distractions

Whenever I have a paper or a test, my phone is ringing. I have a final this week. I have spent today on the phone. My classes had to be built again, they vanished because of a conflict with the schedule. I chose some religion class, history, and life science.
I had to stand outside because my phone was cutting out. So, I could not work on class. As soon as I begin once more, dad calls. The phone is cutting out again and it dropped the call. I had to go outside and call him back. He told me that Aunt Sherry was in the hospital. So, I was getting more distracted.
While I was outside talking on the phone, I was chasing cats off my yard. They have officially turned into a pest problem. I run after them, they come back. I throw things at them, they come back.
Joel invited me to lunch in Boise. As I left the house, I chased more cats. On the way to Boise, I began to think that I should have a water gun. Yes, I can't get in trouble for spraying cats with water.
We go to lunch. As soon as I get food on the table, dad calls again. Aunt Sherry passed away. I didn't eat much of my lunch.
I never spent too much time with her. We used to take trips. We went to McCall for the ice festival thing. We went to Oregon a few times to visit Aunt Sandy.
I should be working on my final right now. I can't focus on it right now. I'll probably work on a few problems today.

Me Griping Again

I feel that the world is against me again. There are rules at work that I must follow. I notice that I will get into a habit when it is okay to do one thing even though the rules say otherwise. I was going with these habits and made a total ass of myself.
Needless to say, I felt disappointed in myself. I felt even worse when the guy was apologizing. It has been like this for a few days. I am sure I will be demoted. If I am, I will look for new employment. It will be difficult because the factory up the road from me will be the cause of 500 people looking for work. I will never find anything local.
I am inches away from doing a short sale. I am not happy living in Nampa. My guy was telling me that he can finally smell the stench of the cats. It is so bad, I have to use a shovel. The neighbors can have the crap back, so it goes back over the fence. Not to mention that jobs are scarce and I have to commute for a low wage. I do not have the time or energy to do mandatory overtime. Yep, school was such a great idea. Can you hear my sarcasm? I will not be continuing for the Bachelors degree.
I don't know what to make of this situation. Nothing is getting better. Nobody is getting off their fat lazy ass to make it better. I have to have a room mate just to keep my head above water, this is bullshit. If you ever have a real estate agent that is ignoring your request to live closer to where there is work, tell him or her to fuck off and get another agent.