I was homeless once, but only for a few days. I observed how immature homeless people are. Most people do not deserve to be in a place like a homeless shelter. Most people are homeless for a reason and deserve to live on the street.
The prick that I dumped, lives in a tent. I was taking a test, I was already struggling to the point that dyslexia was kicking in. The fuck tells me that my life is messed up. Really? Who is living on the street and has no job? Not me.
The distraction caused me to get a crappy grade. I deleted him from every profile and blocked him and told him what a fucktard he is. He went off on me two days later telling me I am fucking retarded and I better leave him alone if I knew what was best for me. Whatever, I never did anything to deserve that treatment. Thank God it never got as far as him moving to Idaho.
Final test is coming up this week. I can only pray that I can figure out two types of equations before I begin and fuck up again. I have been watching the news on the only channel I have.
People are really funny. Radiation, something we have every day. Even more so in Idaho, I really doubt we would notice to be honest. I wonder what it was like when Japan was bombed. I don't think anyone cared to notice what the consequences may be. People are born with deformities in Hiroshima. That was how many years ago?
What's new? Robert seems to still be interested in me. My shift is changing in a couple of weeks.

Should I, Shouldn't I?

The ongoing thought of the day is the same phrase that every guy has ever told me. "You can have any guy that you want." My reply is naturally, but I want to be with you. Of course, the guy means you can have anyone you want except for me.
Many years of reading between the lines. I went fishing again. Some of the same characters that make me sick sent me messages again. I found another area called "Meet me". One in particular responded.
I am a little bit skittish right now. I had went through too much with men. I did. I am still cleaning up after one. All people want to do is play. Fine, I would rather be by myself.
Now, we have Robert. A Virgo, which I kind of get along with. Younger than me, has two adorable children and is divorced. From Emmett. I have pondered what it would be like to date someone from Emmett. It feels weird, it would be like dating your own family...in most cases you are.
My nerves are racked, I went to meet him. It was a nice time despite the crappy service at Sheri's. He's a movie fan and a little shocked at how many movies I have. Then we went to the movies last night. We went to Denny's and found that they have bacon milk shakes. WTF?
Next week is my final week in the first Algebra class. I do have a test that I may be working on all week. I hope all turns out well, I have been waking up every hour on the hour.
I thought I had a room mate. She said she found a place in Boise. I'm telling ya, I need to foreclose and get out of this crappy town. Only people in Boise will rent and because of quick generalization, they will not come to Nampa. I am at a loss about what to do. I cannot afford to live here especially because of commuting and the car payments.

Busy Day

Once upon a time in a land not so far away, we did not use the Internet to get information. 18 years ago, there was a super moon. Then there was one again last night. Today, people have the Internet and made an attempt to scare others by saying it was going to cause earthquakes and floods.
People are crazy. I remember when it was 1999 and people were freaking out about the Y2K bug. Seriously? Most programs do have an expiration date in it. Kind of like virus protection programs. People were freaking out saying that criminals would be let out of prison and planes would collide and all that fun jazz. My thought was, would we not know what year it is ourselves? Come on, we are not THAT dependant of computers.
It got to the point that I was starting to worry how the new millennium would begin. Started out okay, now it is crap. I'm currently depending on others to save my ass. I have been thinking a great deal about what a mistake it was to buy a house. I was not educated then to tell someone trying to convince me, "No!"
I am not getting a good response in regards to the car. Some snot said, "That's priced higher than what is in KBB." What a whiny freak! I am smart and I already looked and the price is accurate and lower than what it is worth. I nearly had it sold, but the husband did not like that it was in an accident. I can thank that dickhead from Hailey.
I have been selling random stuff throughout the month to survive. All the money has been going to bills. I put an ad up everywhere. The ad for a room mate has been up for about four months. I am called once every two weeks. People stop talking to me when it comes to the background check. So, guess what kids? I have no choice but to let ANYONE live here.
I'm thinking of giving up on the house.

Catastrophe

Catastrophe is the only word I can think of. Like I said, earth is speaking to us. I don't mean to sound like a hippie or anything. We need to be more green.
My heart goes out to Japan. If I had control over anything, I would be living there getting fat off of sushi. The other comment I have is that people are effing stupid.
Nuclear power? Are you serious? After they have been bombed, people test fate twice by making nuclear power plants. I believe that it is clean, but only to a certain extent. Nuclear power leaves behind waste that nobody can get rid of and in an event when everything goes wrong; puts everyone at risk of radiation.
I was talking to an associate about all the havoc that was breaking out at the plants, she tells me that they are paying people millions of dollars to rebuild it. Really? Well, it would pay for all the bills for when they go to the hospital to be treated for cancer. What a novel idea. Even better, how about use the money to clean up that crap, get rid of it, and replace it with a different source of power. Something clean, that will not harm the planet, and will not harm humans.
In other news, single again. Even guys in other states will flake out on me. My phone receives text just fine. It just drops phone calls.
I am currently working on selling the car, I do not want to have a loan with Wells Fargo anymore. They decided to deny my request to extend a payment. I am talking to some people about what to do about the mortgage. I wish I could just leave the house and be free like everyone else. People are going to other states and have the option to put in their month's notice.

Still Here

Hello everyone, it's been a while since I have been here. I'm sorry if I have been pissy. I feel like I am cornered. So, I am going to bombard you with not so current events.
Are you concerned with the planet? I felt really worried when the birds were falling by the hundreds. It wasn't in just one state either. Earth is speaking to us and it appears to be more and more too late to do anything.
Pirates hijacked a yacht. PBS had a documentary the other day about a guy that is from Somalia where the pirates reside. The area that the pirates are hijacking boats does not have any government. They are taking over the fishing industry and causing financial disaster. There is a man (I think he is a lawyer?)that deals with pirates who hold families for ransom.
I got an idea for that. Somalia needs a Trojan yacht. This yacht should look like an ordinary civilian boat. Inside, a whole deadly arsenal of weapons. Then when the pirates approach this innocent looking boat, BAM!! There you go, your welcome.
I have been watching what is going on in Egypt. As far as I know, this rebellion formed on Facebook. Someone named his new born daughter Facebook, I don't know what to make of that. As I watch this fiasco, it appears to be going more down hill. The guy that they are supporting? He looks like Mel Brooks. He doesn't seem to be funny either, he seems to be a frightening person that is going to cause even more trouble.
Ever since the mob ransacked the museum, I started to think. When I saw the shattered artifacts of King Tut, I began to think even deeper. This all happened before. This happened when King Tut's father was king. Only, people were freaking out when Ankenaton was enforcing the belief in one god called Aton.
He moved the capital from Thebes to another place that is now known as Tel el Armana. I have read that at the time there was a plague and that the Hittites were taking vengeance on the Amonhotep dynasty. There is a theory that Ankenaton was not doing anything about it because he thought his belief would protect him.
People were getting more and more upset. They believed that the Amon faith was punishing them with the plague. There were riots and kidnappings. Taxes were out of control. People were so angry, they made clay pots with the names of Ankhenaton and Nefertiti and they would smash them. I guess they believed it would place a hex on their king.
Whatever might have happened, the capitol was torn down and names were erased after Akhenaton passed away. Thebes began to rebuild with the rubble that was left over from Tel el Armana. Egypt was the richest place until Ankhenaton was king.
I remember learning in school that history repeats itself. I think that people have failed to understand that we need to learn from the mistakes that happened in the past. Since people do not understand, everything is getting worse and worse. Pollution is worse. Who knows if the recession will ever go away. The Middle East is going to end up like Tel el Armana if they don't chill out.