Still Busy

Hopefully, this will not be a month where everything is happening. I should have everything done. Right now, I wait for a call for a follow up from last months ailment. I don't know if I am still sick. I want to get things done today. Frank needs to be groomed. Dino's home needs to be cleaned. I thought of a cool idea for his tank. I need something that will hang on the side of the tank and hold a platform for Dino to bask on. I have no idea where I will find something like that. I found a bigger tank for $175. I also need something to hold a turtle tank. I have been looking for a very sturdy coffee table. Very sturdy. I noticed a ton of cool stuff coming up, but I don't know if I will go. Art in the Bar is happening at the Knitting Factory this Saturday. It is going on til midnight; I might go after work. Alanis Morrisette is coming Monday and I got my ticket. Zombie tag is taking place downtown Boise on 10/27. Again, I have to work. I want to change my schedule so I can do things on the weekend. This was made virtually impossible. The schedule went completely out of control at work. I chose to work night because I can't stand getting up in the morning. It has come to the point that I am looking for a new job. I have asked to be able to do a task and I am being blatantly ignored. Needless to say, two times a week we are fucked. The science fiction story is coming along nice. I am barely where I want to be and it's about 30 pages already. This may take up two notebooks...we shall see. I am eliminating most of the games on Facebook. It is nothing but lag and more levels and more tasks that mean nothing. Do I get paid to complete these tasks, no. Do I have enough Internet speed to play them, no. Little by little, I delete them and get on with my life. I have things to do around the house. I have to take care of myself. I have to take care of my animals. I have to get a man in my life who is not a douche bag.I have to get my social life back. Yes, I am still having a hard time going out there and keeping friends or making friends.

Stickers

I was sitting at Dutch Brothers today and began thinking about stickers. The thoughts began to ramble. If I think about it, I have always loved stickers. I try to grab as many free stickers as possible and I stick them all over my car. It seems to be a nice car, but it's an SUV and I think stickers belong on them. Another place you can get a free sticker is the Record Exchange. You can get them when you get a piercing or a tattoo. Then I began to think about my childhood. I think that every time I turned around, I was getting a sticker book. At school, if I was good I got a sticker as a reward. I had all kind of them. I had puffy, fuzzy, and scratch and sniff. I think I still have that sticker book. The book was split into different catagories such as sparkly, pretty, and ugly. When you look at my car, it may be confusing. I also have free bumper stickers from Showtime on my car. One is from Weeds and it says "It's 4:20 somewhere." I know what it means and no, I don't smoke weed. I may be removing some stickers such as the Showtime stickers and the ones that are peeling. I am debating whether I should put more stickers on the car...I might because I want some UoP stuff on my car. I'm paying a ton of money to attending, I may as well.

Coming This Canadian Thanksgiving...

Yes, I know it's Thanksgiving because I use to have Canadians on my team. October 8th is the day and it will be at the Knitting Factory. I think it is funny because people will gripe about the cost. Think about this...it was $68 last time she was here and it didn't matter what seat you chose. What makes this concert better: it's not only $20 cheaper, there is a bar and you can sit where the hell you please. I went to see Filter at Knitting Factory and I was close enough to be splashed by his bottled water. I already missed Nora Jones, I will not miss Alanis!

Not Going to be Here Forever

One day I will pass away. It is not a happy thought, but it is one of those thoughts that occur every once in a while. For the past two funerals, I have noticed that death is a financial burden. I don't know how the whole thing works. When my Aunt Sherry passed away, there wasn't enough money for services. I think that dad said that the state would pay for it if the family could not. Sherry, another friend of the family, passed away this past week. The whole situation is complicated because of money. I am certain that there are people who do not think of the future in this sense. Most don't want anything, like me. Most have a career goal. Funerals are one of those things you learn from experience because it is one of those finances that people do not talk about in school. I don't have plans for when I die, I know I don't want to be buried because the thought freaks me out. I would prefer cremation and being sprinkled in my favorite places such as Seattle and New York. Maybe sprinkle me in places I have never been like Egypt, Canada, Japan, and London. Get my spirit as misconbobulated as my mind. The funny part about me not having a plan, there is a funeral planning service in the same bay as me...don't ask. The other thought in mind is what am I supposed to do when my parents pass on? Arrangements may have been made, but I don't know what I am supposed to. What am I supposed to do when my sibling passes away? Does he have plans? The question may be bad timing, but it is a topic I think that should be considered at some point.

More Movies from the Library

I checked out Friends With Benefits. I'm not a Justin Timberlake fan, but he is in some interesting movies. This movie is random and funny. Another movie I checked out was Suckerpunch. The movie makes no sense and it sucks. I was shocked to find United States of Tara at the library. That is one of my favorite shows. It was written by the same person who wrote Juno. It is about a mother who has multiple personalities. I haven't really been up to much. Everything happens at the same time. I think it is because of the fact that I have not had time to take care of anything including myself for two years. My water heater broke and I did not have hot water for four days. Two technicians said I need a new one for over $900. I am looking to assistance to see if they can help me before it is too late. I was sick. I had to fight with Primary Health, they are a bunch of jerks. The funny part about this is that the cunt that fired me from DirecTv is working at the one in Nampa. I chewed out the doctor in front of her. He was an antagonistic, arrogant pig. Doctors like that do not deserve a job and are the ones that are trying to make a sale on expired prescription drugs. My science fiction story is moving along pretty good, I have not got to the interesting thought I have in mind. Stay tuned.

The Stupidity

That Quiet Place

I have been trying everything I can to do what is free. I re-discovered the library. Somehow it was long lost, but it still exists. Most people say that you cannot find anything there. Well, if you want to conduct research I noticed the library lacks information. Strange. I have found interesting movies and they have television series. I found a couple of good flicks. One was Beginners. It's an adorable film with Ewan McGreggor and a terrier. It's about a guy who seems to be rebuilding his life after the death of his parents. He meets this girl, who in the beginning is mute. I adore the film! Then I checked out Crazy Heart and I enjoyed it thoroughly. I still shop for movies, I keep my eyes peeled for stuff that is cheap. I found the first and second season of 3rd Rock From the Sun for $4 a piece. I have been bartering books and music. I had a great trade and received Abby Road by the Beatles. For the most part, I have been trying to stay home. I can't help but leave the house because I hate being inside all of the time. Stuff keeps falling apart. The faucet in the kitchen needed a new piece. The bathtub drain is really slow, I used an entire bottle of Draino and it is still slow. I have to wait until payday. I also have to wait until payday to change the oil, but my car is insisting on changing the oil. I reduced my bills by $10. I became a Cricket customer. Their service seems to work great in my house. Sprint told me that I would not pay an early termination fee. If they do charge me, I will have a nice long talk with BBB...again. If only I can change the fuel service on my car for something cheaper...